Getting to know me – again

So back in 2003, I discovered MaryJanesFarm.  I stumbled upon the magazine at a Walmart in my hometown, bought it, and was hooked.  I still remember flipping through that issue, my heart in my throat over the gorgeous pictures and stories MaryJane shared in her magazine.

May 10, 2004 I joined the message boards on the website and began to talk to a lot of really great women.  Eventually, I got to meet MaryJane Butters herself when she went on a book tour and stopped at Franny’s amazing cabin in the hills of Kentucky.  This picture below, which I took about two years ago, shows how my obsession/collection had grown:

SANYO DIGITAL CAMERABack in 2009, though, I started to pull away from the crafty/organic person that I was and started writing a lot.  And the problem when you write fanfiction is that you get sucked into a fandom and it takes over your whole life, which is what happened to me.  I walked away from the fandom about a year ago but only recently found my way back to MaryJanesFarm.  I’ve still subscribed to the magazine all this time, of course, but I wasn’t the same person anymore.  And frankly, this new me, the “Vintage 2009” version of Rachel – I didn’t like her much.

So now I’m reconnecting with the crafty/organic woman who dreams of owning her own tiny farm.   Now, though, I have visions of my farm being surrounded by the evergreens of the Pacific Northwest because every trip to Seattle just confirms that it feels like home out there.  But yesterday, I logged back into the MaryJanesFarm message boards for the first time in forrrrever.  Imagine my surprise when I clicked on my profile and discovered that I had joined exactly nine years ago, to the day!

This weekend, I’m going through all my craft supplies and fabrics and yarns and threads.  It was so great to open up a tub and see it filled with beautiful prints!

photo (1)And imagine my surprise when I opened up a second tub and found all the folkart dolls I used to make.  How did I forget that I made these?  I used to sell them at craft fairs!  I still have tons of them and I need to do something with them – maybe I’ll give them away?

photoAnyway, I’m having fun reconnecting with the gal I once was.  With some time and effort, I hope to become her again. She wore skirts a lot and made quilts and went to church regularly.  (The only addition is that she now writes regularly, too.  She’s working on a novel, dangit!) She wasn’t a bad person to be.

Sometimes I’m crafty!

Today I was looking for a good hiding place to shove a stack papers I didn’t feel like going through anytime soon and I stumbled upon a small quilt I made a few years ago.  I decided it to add it to my “vintage” dining room since it fits in so well!  So here it is – I hand-pieced and hand-quilted the entire thing back in, um… 2005?  Wow.  That was a long time ago!  I kind of miss quilting.  I should do it again someday!

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1 year

It’s been a year, Kyle, since I kissed you on the head for the last time and watched as you drifted into a peaceful death.  I know that you’re finally free from pain but a year later, I’m definitely not.  Our family isn’t the same without you, buddy, and I’d give anything to have you back.  I know I can’t, though, so I have to deal with the pain and trudge on.  You were the most wonderful companion and I hope I did right by you.  I hope you knew I loved you right until your very last breath.  I’m sorry I didn’t know how sick you were sooner.  A year later, I realize that I was in denial.  I refused to accept that my Kyle, my baby boy, my shadow for the past 13 years wasn’t doing well.  In the end, I know that we couldn’t have stopped the cancer and that it was your time to leave me but it doesn’t make the hurting any less acute.  I’ve shed many tears, and I’ll shed many more in the years to come because you’re gone.

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“I went to Jared!” or “Why did I just spend that much money?”

I grew up in a jewelry store, so I’ve never been one to be distracted by sparkly things.  And then, six months ago, I saw this flower ring designed by Neil Lane and said, “I have to have it!!!!!”  It’s been haunting me since then, and I’ve looked high and low for something comparable that was just as gorgeous but not quite so expensive.

I finally realized that something “like” this ring just doesn’t exist.

So I gave in a bought it today.  It’s SO PRETTY!!!!!!!!

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Guess who got another antique radio?

Dear eBay, f*** you.  You’re going to kill me with all your thousands of RCA Victors, Philcos, Wards Airlines, etc.  I should have never gone to that damn site and entered “antique radio” into the search bar.  Since then, I can often be found gazing at my iPhone screen, cursing at my eBay app because some total creep used eSnipe and outbid me at the last second.

Anyway, I managed to win an auction finally (because I play fairly and don’t cheat like a big butthead) and scored myself a 1942 Firestone Air Chief Intercepter.  The seller didn’t know the year, but since he was kind enough to list the model number, I was able to locate it.  It was only $53 with shipping!  When it came, it was in a huge box!  Imagine my surprise to find out that this baby is 19″ long and 12″ tall!!! It’s a monster!

Here it is:

photo (2)And here’s the original ad for it:

7397-9-ad-bigSo I’m up to six radios now!  And I’m totally bidding on another because it’s an addiction!

A Haunting (of sorts)

As my readers are aware, I collect vintage radios.  Roughly two years ago, my mom called to tell me that she and my dad had been digging around his grandmother’s old homestead, which was getting ready to be demolished, and they had snagged an old bakeware-style radio from the late 30s/early 40s.  It wasn’t in good shape, she said, and it had a crack running up the middle of it, but since it belonged to our family, she grabbed it for me anyway.  I was excited and thanked her for it.

A few days later, my parents delivered the radio to me.  When they got to my house and handed me the radio, I was excited because it was a pretty cool radio, despite the damage.  About the size of a loaf of bread, it was tan in color and was quite heavy.  I happily added it to my collection.  As she handed it off to me, though, she warned me that weird things had been happening the few days it was in their house.  She said that on the first day they brought it home, they sat it on top of their fridge.  Minutes later, they were on the other side of the kitchen when they heard this huge crashing sound that came from the area of the fridge.  It was very loud and shook the floor.  When they turned to investigate, nothing was there.

When the visit was over, my parents left.  I spent a few minutes admiring my new radio.  I had placed it in the living room next to my RCA Victor, which sat on top of my highboy Philco. These three radios were placed directly under the light that turned on the porch lights.  After that, Tim went into the kitchen and I went into my office.  Minutes later, we both heard a huge crashing sound right in the living room, directly in the area where the radios were.  It was so powerful that the floors even shook.  Tim and I both went running into the room but there was nothing there; everything was in its place.

Two days later, I was getting ready for work.  It wasn’t quite 6am, Tim was still in bed, and the pink light of morning was just beginning to peek through the windows.  My house was totally quiet with no TV or radio on.  All of the sudden, I heard the clear sound of a little girl’s voice say “hello?”  The sound came from the living room.  Even though I knew there was no one in my home that shouldn’t be there, I went dashing into the room.  Staring at the radios in that empty room, the sound of that little girl’s voice playing inside my head, I knew that this radio had “something” attached to it.

After that, we started to notice more things.  Every time I let the dogs out at night, I would turn the porch lights on.  When I would go back to let them back in a few minutes later, the lights would always be off.  Tim and I were both annoyed and accused each other of turning the lights off until we realized that neither one had turned them off. At that point, I decided to reason with the ghost I knew was now residing with us.  One night I said, “Okay, look, I know you’re here.  And now you know that I know you’re here.  So please stop turning off the lights, okay?”  After that, the lights stayed on when we turned them on.

Kyle, my dog who passed away last April (and who I still mourn each and every day), would lie on our couch, his eyes intently watching something right in the area in front of the radio.  His eyes would track whatever he was watching as it moved across the room, back and forth, up to the ceiling and back down again.  I would watch him watch whatever he saw in rapt fascination.  I saw nothing when I looked.

The last straw (for Tim) happened about a month after we got the radio.  I got a call when I was at work and Tim was breathless when he said, “We’ve got to do something about this radio!”  I asked him why and he explained that he had been doing laundry when he decided to go run some errands.  He said he went into our utility room and turned off the drier.  “And Rachel,” he added with emphasis, “I know I turned the dryer off because it buzzed!”  Well, he left and ran his errands and when he got back home, the dryer was back on and running.

At that point, I told him to remove the radio from our house.  Having grown up in a house that I know was haunted, I knew the radio was to blame.  It was the first time I had experienced an item that had a spirit attached to it, but I knew, without a doubt, that it was because of the radio.  That day, Tim took the radio, went outside, walked across our backyard and into our detached garage, where he placed the radio in the very back corner of the building that.  After that, all “unexplained” events in the house stopped.  But when he was working in the garage a few months later, though, the lights kept going off and on the entire time he was out there.

In November, we decided to move.  And even though that radio had familial history attached to it, we made the decision not to take it with us.  As far as we know, it’s still sitting on a dusty corner shelf in that garage.  I often wonder who that little girl was and why her spirit was attached to that radio.  Part of me regrets that I’ll never know.  And with each new radio that I bring into my home, I have to wonder – who did it belong to?  Where did it come from?  What is its history?  And did it happen to come with any extra “baggage”?

An all-girls weekend

When their husbands are away, some women let their hair down, go out with friends, and get a little wild.

Me?

I stay in my pajamas all day and make dishes where the main ingredient is cabbage.

I’m a rebel.

Roxie and I have spent our Saturday sleeping on various surfaces – the bed (both of us), the couch (her), the recliner (me).  I’m on call, meaning I’ve had to check my email a dozen times and do some work from home, but other than that, this day has been all mine.  Tim is visiting his family and he may be stuck there for an extra day because we’re supposed to get upwards of 9 inches of snow starting tomorrow morning.

So what shall I do with the rest of my weekend?  Well, I have a new recipe to try and post on The Homefront Kitchen.  I’ll probably do that in a little while.  I’m also in the middle of a rather titillating book, and I’ve been working on my own novel lately (praise God!  Finally!)

I’d like to pretend that I have something exciting to blog about, but I don’t.  I’m just a woman, hanging out with her dog, and about to eat a bowl of cabbage casserole. In other words, I’m livin’ on the edge!  😛

New address for this blog!

I’ve got a new address!  Now, when you go to gettinsentimental.wordpress.com, it will redirect you here to 14thandoak.com.

So you might be asking yourself, “What the heck is 14th and Oak?”

I chose this domain in honor of my beloved Fibber McGee & Molly.  Anyone who is a fan of the show knows that anytime anything ever happened in the lovely little town of Wistful Vista, it happened at 14th and Oak. Bank robbery?  At 14th and Oak. Fibber’s car stolen?  He last parked it at 14th and Oak.  Fibber’s hand caught in a mailbox?  It was the one at 14th and Oak.  Molly headed to the Bon-Ton Department store to check out the new fur coats?  She did that at 14th and Oak. Fibber craving ice cream from the soda counter at Kramer’s Drugs?  That was located at 14th and Oak.

Free domains associated with Fibber McGee & Molly are hard to come by.  I was very happy when I stumbled upon this one.  So in honor of my favorite show from the golden age of radio and the two stars, Jim and Marian Jordan (who feel like family to me because of the hours I have spent listening and laughing at their antics) my blog, too, is now located at 14 and Oak!